Feelings are a trip.
Just when I think that I am starting to get a grip on life and what is going on around me, life throws a little curveball that just messes with things enough to leave me flustered.
Men always say that women are complicated – take a look in the mirror, dude! Still dabbling in online dating and that’s fun for the most part. I decided to lower my age range so I had a bunch of 20 year olds hitting me up — I’ve reassessed now but am still talking to some young meat. 🙈
Anyone who knows me knows that I have a hard time saying no — not a great trait to have in this particular situation. Yesterday, one guy sent me three love songs and a poem that he wrote. So not my jam – that type of attention is way too much for me! I just want to cuddle and have someone tell me that I look pretty sometimes.
I am putting an offer on a condo today. It isn’t the place of my dreams and I find it quite small but I can see myself living there for a couple of years before finding a new place.
This whole process has been very disheartening. I had no idea that finding a place to buy would be so difficult. This has certainly been an eye opening experience. With any luck though, I will have a place to move into soon.
I’m going to meet my realtor this morning to sign papers – hopefully for the last time for a while!
It’s downtown so it will be nice to be able to walk anywhere. I didn’t put a grossly high offer in because I won’t be heartbroken if I don’t get it.
It seemed to get a lot of natural sun and is right across from the community garden so if I do get it, I am hoping to be able to grow some veggies there!
In other news, I had a couple skin samples sent in to test for cancer on a couple of spots that were questionable on my back. I should hear back in about a week on those. Monthly blood and urine samples were done yesterday too so we’ll see how my liver is looking. Best case scenario is that I would be allowed to have 5 drinks per week but they may want to observe my levels for a longer period of time.
I’ve also had my period for almost a month straight. Being on the pill is messing me up! Hopefully things normalize soon so that I can lead a normal life again. It’s not super fun ruining bedding – especially when it isn’t yours. I spoke with my doctor, Jake (yeah, that’s what he goes by..) and he said to tough it out a bit longer and when we discuss my skin results we will see what we can do differently with contraceptives.
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